Going to bed after what may be the most horrible day on earth. Lesson learnt: stop posting personal things on this blog. And another lesson also learnt: don’t care too much or it’ll just be a waste of time in the end. Third lesson learnt: stop giving so much of a fuck for people who will judge you based on one thing.

And you know what, if you two are reading this, then go rethink what you did today. Because I haven’t done anything that I should be crying for two fucking hours over. I never did anything that wasn’t for you. And if you think I have? Well haha, good for you; keep thinking like that and maybe you’ll get another apology from me which I mean. Because I’m so fucking sick of being there for you, and not even being able to tell a lie to your face when in actual fact you’re just going to turn on me in a matter of seconds… or blogposts.